Hi, my name is Nikki, or nixx for friends.

I'm here to learn and explore my kinky side. I've always been a 'good girl', afraid to show my bad, or naughty, side. In the past, even in private, I was afraid to let go.

So I'm not really sure what's different with my current boyfriend, but I love the way he takes control. We've recently discovered the world of BDSM. Not that I didn't know it was there, but I never thought it was for me. Apparently, I was wrong :-).

We shared a lot of our fantasies, and I think we surprised each other :-); but in a good way. In a way I even surprised myself :-P. I joined RLC to find out which of those fantasies really turn me on, which should stay fantasies, and which ones I would like to try IRL. I will try and blog about our fantasies.