 General Info
| I Am Here For: |
For a New Experience, To Explore My Sexuality, To Meet People, get paid |
| Marital Status: |
Single |
| Children: |
N/A |
| Education: |
Post Grad |
| Religion: |
Christian |
| Smoke: |
No |
| Drink: |
No |
| Occupation: |
Model / Actor / Hustla (ask abou |
| Body Type: |
Athletic |
| Height: |
5' 6" |
| Ethnicity: |
White / Caucasian |
| Languages: |
English |
My Web Gifts
A gift from uname
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12/12/2012
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CaronFerrari's Scoop
About me:
MOBB DEEP - STREETS RAISED ME
MOBB DEEP - WHERE YA HEART AT
JAY-Z - YOU MUST LOVE ME
PALATIAL REGALIA
...JUST THE SOUND OF HER VOICE IS A HIT.... ;p
I USED TO GIVE A FUCK. NOW I GIVE A FUCK LESS.
THE WAY I SHINE IS LIKE A ZILLION DOLLAR LIGHT BILL.
I WELCOME YOU AND GET ACQUAINTED WITH THE YOUNGEST
IN CHARGE
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Experiences in dancing and dance--in clubs at 17, 21, 22,
25; and professionally at age 26--a story for another day.
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Who I'd like to meet:
Perfect Guy: Catholic. College graduate. Sweet. Intelligent. Funny. Hot and good-looking but doesn't realize how good he looks.
I dislike arrogant tools...and atheists. (If this is you, keep moving.)
JAMES GANDOLFINI...
JAKE GYLLENHAAL...
...AND TALENTED CATHOLIC BOYS
[I like guys who play the piano.]
OR PEOPLE WHO LIKE LAUGHING ;p
...SIMON REX
BASICALLY A COMEDIAN. ;p
...AND..... JAY-Z ..JAY HOVA
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More About CaronFerrari
My Other Profile/Website Links:
www.myspace.com/iknowicantaffordthislife
Interests:
Music (Playing (Piano and Voice/singing) and Listening to),
Acting, Dance [I have experience, training, skills and
talent with the following 5 styles: Gothic, Trance, Club,
Exotic, and Hip Hop. [There are also about 7
categories and styles within Exotic dancing. For
example, one style is Bedroom Dancing. I have the
experience and skills in most of these, too.]...
Making films, movies, and music videos,
Interior Design [if you think this is Interior Decorating,
you don't get it.]...
Art (Painting, Drawing, Sculpture, Fiber, Costume Design),
Fashion Design, Poetry, Working out, Reading, The Beach,
Fitness, Health, Modeling, Hip Hop, history of hip hop,
Rhymes, history of crime, history of organized crime, mafia,
Makin Money, (& no, u just can't stop my hustle) >;)
Rocawear. Apple Bottoms. Gucci sunglasses. Diamonds.
Yellow gold. Elizabeth Arden and Estée Lauder makeup.
Australian Gold tanning lotion. Puma. Bikini tops.
Bruce Willis. Yves Saint Laurent. Green tea.
Black tea. Spicy food.
This is a picture of my MIDI.
It's a Roland digital piano MP-500.
Full name: Carolyn Lindberg
Aliases: Ms. Fat Booty, Caron Ferrari
Nicknames: Caron
Birthdate: April 17, 1980
Hometown: Baltimore, Maryland
My Favorite Websites:
www.myspace.com/iknowicantaffordthislife
Music:
Mostly hip hop and rap. I used to be into a lot of
classic rock. I listen to:
Jay-Z, Nortorious B.I.G., T.I., Jadakiss, Mobb
Deep, Outkast, Lloyd Banks, Mos Def, Young Jeezy,
Linkin Park, Ashanti, Diddy, Cassidy, Obie Trice,
Christina Milian, TLC, Lil Wayne, Nelly, Nas, Kanye West,
Gucci Mane, T-Pain (old as in Sprung not new as in
Drank), Deftones, Pink, Akon, Chopin, 50 Cent, Keri Hilson,
Jamie Foxx, Timbaland, Black Eyed Peas,
Fergie, Mario Winans, Missy Elliot, Keyshia Cole, Talib
Kweli, Snoop Dogg, Dr. Dre, Fabolous, Swizz Beatz, Lauryn
Hill, Tupac Shakur, Common, Prodigy of Mobb
Deep, Lupe Fiasco, Charlie Wilson, LL Cool J, Juelz
Santana, Avenged Sevenfold, Coldplay, Hinder, Iio,
The Beatles, Paul McCartney, The Beach Boys,
Elton John, Billy Joel, Jordin Sparks
MOS DEF - MS. FAT BOOTY
I know, I can't afford to stop
for a moment.. that it's too soon.. to forget
I know, I can't afford to stop
for a moment.. that it's too soon.. to forget
[Mos Def - speaking over sung vocals]
Man.. for real
I was in love with this girl, y'know
I was.. to' up dog! I'm tellin you man
She was wild man.. f'real
It's just too.. let me tell you about her
[Mos Def]
Yo, in she came with the same type game
The type of girl givin out the fake cell phone and name
Big fame, she like cats with big thangs
Jewels chip, money clip, phone flip, the six range
I seen her on the ave, spotted her more than once
Ass so fat that you could see it from the front
She spot me like paparazzi; shot me a glance
in that catwoman stance with the fat booty pants, Hot damn!
What's your name love, where you came from?
Neck and wrist blazed up, very little make-up
The swims at the Reebok gym tone your frame up
Is sugar and spice the only thing that you made of?
I tried to play it low key but couldn't keep it down
Asked her to dance she was like "Yo, I'm leavin now"
An hour later, sounds from Jamaica
She sippin Crys straight up, shakin, windin her waist up
Scene two: my fam throwin the jam
Fahreed is on the stand big things is in the plan
The brother Big Mu makes space for me to move in
Hey, this my man Mos, baby let me introduce; I turn around
Say word! You was the same pretty bird who I had priorly observed
tryin to play me for the herb (Yeah, that's her)
Shocked as hell she couldn't get it together
I just played it long and pretended I never met her
"How you feelin?" "Oh I'm fine." "My name is Mos." "I'm Sharice.
I heard so much good about you it's nice to finally meet."
We moved to the booth reserved for crew especially
And honey love ended up sittin directly next to me
I'm type polite but now I'm lookin at her skeptically
Cause baby girl got all the right weaponry
Designer fabric, shoes, and accessories
Chinky eyes, sweet voice is (fucking) with me mentally
We conversated, made a laugh, yeah you know me bro
Even though I know the steelo, she wild sweet yo
I'm bout to merc, I say peace to the family
She hop up like "How you gonna leave before you dance with me?"
[hook 2X - sung]
I know I can't afford this life
For a moment
That its too soon
To forget
[Mos continues speaking through sung hook]
She blew my whole head with that dude, I was like "What?"
I played it low though, I was like
"Yeah, aiight, c'mon then, let's go"
It's mad, the shit is so sick, I'm tell you
Yo, honey was so blazin, she was just..
Yo, she was like Jayne Kennedy, word bond
To my mother man, she was that ill man
She take me to the dance floor and she start whisperin to me
[Mos Def]
Yo, let me apologize for the other night
I know it wasn't right, but baby you know what its like
Some brothers don't be comin right
I understand, I'm feelin you
Beside, 'can I have a dance?' ain't really that original
We laughed about it, traced her arms across my shoulder blades
They playing lovers' rock, I got the folded fingers on her waist
He end my butt up like the Arizona summer song
Finished then she whisper 'honey, let's exchange numbers'
Scene three: weeks of datin late night conversation
In the crib heart racin, tryin to be cool and patient
She touched on my eyelids, the room fell silent
She walked away smilin singing Gregory Issacs
Like 'if I don't, if I don't, if I don't'
Showin me that tan line and that tattoo
Playin Sade, "Sweetest Taboo"
Burnin candles, all my other plans got canceled
Man I smashed it like an Idaho potato
She call my at my J.O., 'come now', I can't say no
Ginseng tree trunks, rockin the p-funk
Cocking her knees up, champion lover not ease up
Three months, she call 'I feel I'm runnin a fever'
Six months, I'm tellin her I desperately need her
Nine months, flu-like symptoms when shorty not around
I need more than to knock it down I'm really tryin to lock it down
Midnight we hook up and go at it
Burn a stogger, let her know, sweetheart I got to have it
She tellin me commitment is somethin she can't manage
Wake up the next morning, she gone like it was magic
Ahh damnit! This all Harrison Ford frantic
My 911 wasn't answered by my fly Taurus enchantress
Next week, who hit me up, I saw Sharice at the kitty club
With some banging ass Asian playin lay it down and lick me up
What!?
Movies:
MY SHORT FILM - MS. FAT BOOTY
Favorites: Donnie Darko, American Beauty, Vanilla Sky, Sleepy Hollow,
Mulan Rouge, Heathers, Gone With the Wind, Less Than Zero,
Interview with the Vampire, The Godfather,
The Godfather Part II, Goodfellas, Edward Scissorhands, Cruel Intentions,
Not Another Teen Movie, True Romance
(and anything else w/ James
Gandolfini), Fight Club, Die Hard, Twelve
Monkeys, Bones, Next Friday, Reservoir Dogs, Casino, ATL,
Soul Plane, Mermaids, Schindler's List, Stigmata,
Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
Favorite Actors: River Phoenix, James Gandolfini, Bruce
Willis, Robert DeNiro, Kevin Spacey, Harrison Ford, Joaquin
Phoenix, Jake Gyllenhaal, Robert Downey Jr., Al Pacino,
Johnny Depp
Television:
The Sopranos (the best show ever created), South Park (the
funniest show ever created), The Wire, MTV2, VH1,
BET, Comedy Central, Reno 911!, sometimes musician reality
love contest shows, ha (if I feel like laughing)...
Ice Cube's animated Friday show, In Living Color
Books:
A Streetcar Named Desire (Tennessee Williams)
Favorites: Alice's Adventures in Wonderland (Lewis
Carroll), Through the Looking Glass (Lewis Carroll),
The Catcher In The Rye (J.D. Salinger). Also "The Four
Agreements" by Don Miguel Ruiz. Cross (James Patterson)
And "Violets Are Blue" by James Patterson.
Favorite Poets: e.e. cummings and Pablo Neruda...John
Lennon...Paul McCartney...Brian Wilson...Robert
Ludlum...Anne Sexton...Nikki Giovanni... I had the best
poetry teacher: (Dr. Gary Blankenburg) in high school and
college. More books: Cat on a Hot Tin Roof
(Tennessee Williams), The Selected Poems of Nikki
Giovanni, Nikki Giovanni/Acolytes, The Norton Anthology of
African American Writers
Heroes:
...BLOWING SMOKE FROM MY FINGER PISTOL ;p
I'M THE MAN IN CITY AIN'T NOBODY FUCKIN WITH ME.
I COULD SELL SALT TO A SLUG. I'M A HUSTLER I COULD SELL
RAID TO A BUG.
God, Jesus, My Closest Friends,
Clifford Harris, Jay-Z,
Musicians Who Have
Inspired Me, And Women
Who Have High Esteem
For Themselves, and of course,
me myself and i
*
R.I.P. Dr. Ernesto Molfino,
M.D....A beautiful man
and a wonderful surgeon.
I miss you already.
*
thanx again g
R.I.P. Tupac. R.I.P. Biggie.
R.I.P. Alison.
PRAY - Jay-Z featuring Beyoncé
[Beyoncé]
Deliver me from my enemies, O' God.
Defend me from those that rise up against me.
Deliver me from the work of iniquity.
Save me from the brethren.
[Jay-Z]
Look.
Mind state of a gangster from the '40s.
Meet the business mind of Motown's Barry Gordey.
Turned crack rock into a chain of 40/40s.
Sorry my jewelry's so gaudy.
Slid into the party with my new pair of Mauri's.
America, meet the gangster, Shawn Corey.
Hey, young world, wanna hear a story?
Close your eyes and you could pretend you're me.
I'm cut from the cloth of the Kennedys.
Frank Sinatra havin' dinner with the Genovese'.
This is the genesis of a nemesis
Mother America's not witnessed since,
The Harlem Renaissance birthed black businesses.
This is the tale of lost innocence.
As the incense burn and the turntables turn and that Al
Green plays,
I see my mother's afro as mama taps her toes as she rose her J's.
And my poppa just left the house in search of a killer of my Uncle Ray.
And she's trying to calm my nerves, as I observe
this is just one day.
And what tomorrow has in store
we can never be sure so all we can do is
...Pray.
[Beyoncé]
Because of Your strength, while I walked upon Thee.
For God is my defense.
[Choir]
Pray for me!
[Jay-Z]
As I head to my homeroom, I observe the rooms:
Dope needles on the ground.
I hear a car go vroom, drug dealer in the BM' with the top down.
As the girls start to giggle, I ask, "Why you laugh?"
They say, "You too little.
One day you'll understand.
One day you'll become a man, buy things you have to get you."
Fast-forward, freeze frame: I'm a pistol.
Fist full of dollars -- ignorance is so blissful.
I didn't choose this life, this life chose me.
Around here is the shit that you just do.
I just left school.
The same BM' is pulled over by the boys dressed blue.
They have their guns drawn screamin',
"Just move unless there's something else you suggest we can do."
He made his way to the trunk, opened it like,
"Huh?..." A treasure chest was removed.
Cop said he'll be back next month.
What we called 'corrupt,' he called 'paying dues.'
Now when the rules is blurred, as they is you were,
What am I to do but Pray?
Pray the Lord forgive me.
Pray God's been by what I'm about to go through.
...Pray.
[Beyoncé]
Deliver me in Thy righteousness and cause me to escape.
And climb Thyn heir unto me.
Save me, O' Lord.
[Choir]
Pray for me!
[Jay-Z]
Cheea.
Anywhere there's o-ppression in the drug profession,
flourishes like breverages.
Refreshin'; ahhh, sweet taste of sin.
Everything I seen made me everything I am.
Bad drug dealer or victim, my bag?
What came first -- movin' chickens or the egg?
This is why I be so fresh.
I'm tryna beat life 'cause I can't cheat death.
'Preciate the shamelessness and stainlesses that aim this is.
You know the game this is.
Move coke like Pepsi, don't matter what the brand name is.
...I stand behind mine.
Everything I do I'm a man behind mine.
I'm not an angel I'm sure, but every night before I lay,
I drop my knees to the floor and I Pray.
[Beyoncé]
The name shall endure forever.
The name shall be continued as long as the Son.
[Choir]
Pray for me!
[Beyoncé]
Men shall be blessed in Him.
All nations shall call Him Blessed.
In Your name I Pray.
[Choir]
Pray for me!
[Beyoncé]
Lord bless him.
LIVE IN THE SKY -Clifford "Tip" Harris, aka T.I., featuring Jamie Foxx
[Spoken:]
What's happening man this T.I.P. you know
I like to dedicate this song to anybody who every lost
somebody,
to the grave, to the streets, to the jail cell,
I done been in situations where I done had to Cope with
all
three you know what I'm saying,
I feel like the only thing I ain't done yet is die you
know...
Just remember where you live while you're here ain't half as
important as where you're gonna live when you leave
[Chorus:]
Life's up and downs they come and go ....but when I die I
hope I live in the sky...All my folks who
Ain't alive I hope they live in the sky.. pray to God when I
die that I live in the sky ..It's true what
Goes around comes back you know.. So when I die I hope I
live in the sky.. All my folk who ain't survive may
They live in the sky... Tell God I wanna fly and let me live
in the sky...
[Verse 1:]
My cousin Toot ain't have to die right in front of his son
and his wife
He lost his life struggling over a gun
Give a damn what he done that my motherfucking folk and I
love that nigga 'til death no motherfucking joke
I can feel my eyes feeling the Lord is my witness
If I catch 'em I'm gonna kill 'em I made it my business
Back in the day you stayed in my business taught me I didn't
have to corporate yay in my business
Coincidently that's why today you not with me
My cousin died over some yay and I miss 'em
Plus he had his family out let's say she the eye witness
But her boyfriend did the shooting judge gave her life
sentence
I heard that now I'm dressed up in all black
Shot up the whole apartments and still and brought back
The best friend I had in Jamel I lost that
I guess your death was a lesson in life it taught me that
Life's up and downs they come and go [Life's ups and
downs]....but when I die I hope I live in the sky...All my
folks who
Ain't alive I hope they live in the sky.. pray to God when I
die that I live in the sky ..It's true what
Goes around comes back you know.. [know that you know]So
when I die I hope I live in the sky.. All my folk who ain't
survive may
They live in the sky... Tell God I wanna fly and let me live
in the sky
[Verse 2:]
Who ever seen a nigga go to jail sleep 'til day two
Well that's how sick I was when Jay blew
Found out the hard way
That wasn't powder
They was tooting [Oh oh? yeah..]
Over-dosed on heroin died at 22
If you ain't heard about
Daughter she smile just like you
So cute even resorts to violence like you
You know you your baby mama [Baby, how]
Loose but ha what can you do?
And I got for myself yep it's been a few
Now everything I do is for
King, messiah, deyjah, demani
Lord they all I got so please don't take 'em from me [oo,
ooo yes]
From me standing in the
Trap with coring and sir kap
Laughing at the niggas who serve with no strap
Tell them niggas man you all
Tripping wit no map
You're robbing ask to borrow my pistol ain't no hap
Me, you, the crew just fell out over [ooo, oooo]
Dough and a little crack [yeaahhh yeahh]
Never could apologize 'cause you died that's why they
saying..
Life's up and downs they come and go [They come... and
go...]....but when I die I hope I live in the sky...All my
folks [wanna beliiive]who
Ain't alive I hope they live in the sky.. pray to God when I
die that I live in the sky ..It's true what
Goes around comes back you know.. [so that you know]So when I die [yes it does....] I hope I live in the sky.. All my
folk who ain't survive may
They live in the sky... Tell God I wanna fly and let me live
in the sky [Tell... ohhh.. he...]
[Verse 3:]
I bet you niggas thinking that I living it up
'Til you see polices laughing as [They just don't know] they
picking me up
Went from seeing how many bitches I can fit in the truck
To 3 hots and a cot is you kidding or what fuck how
Many millions I got nigga so what if I'm hot [oh, oh
no...]when I got prices on my head [oh my.... oh yeahh]
Feds rushing my spot a million
Haters want me dead force to carry me gat
But you a seven time felon what you doing with that
It's a catch
22 either you lose or lose
That's the way the game structured [oh yeahhh?] for real
niggas to suffer
And I ain't never
Been a busta alway stood [oh yeahhh?] on my feet
Like a man prepared to take what [ooo hooo hoo] ever coming for me
A pussy nigga
Or polices with a warrant for me
I'm a "G" prepared to die for what's important to me
Look anybody in the
Eye who say they want it with me
Put up the house and bet the odds if coming from me
OG's say I need to [Life's ups and downs...]
Learn and be patient
You telling me with [They never know...] these seven years of probation
Pistol charges and a host of
Other open cases
If niggas only knew the kind of time I was facing
I tried to keep to myself but [time... ehh...]
Sometime I couldn't take it [ayyyhhh]
Got 4 kids with smiles on they faces [yeeaahhea]
Mean more to me than my crown [yeaahhaea] and my
[yeaahheeee]bracelet [yeheaaheee]
Take that away from me and my life is butt naked
Life's up and downs[Life's....ups and downs] they come and
go ....but when I die I hope I live in the sky [ohh, wohhhh]
...All my folks who
Ain't alive [ohhh woohh] I hope they [ohh wohhhh] live in
the sky.. pray to God when I die that I live in the sky
..It's true what
Goes around [What goes around...] comes back you know.. [so
that you know]So when I die I hope I live in the
sky..[Imma
belive iiiittt] All my folk who ain't survive may
They live in the sky... Tell God I wanna fly [ohh.. ohhh]
and let me live in the sky [sky.]
Hey man... I'd like to dedicate this song, to.. My man Allehandro.. I beat the shit out you my nigga....I'd also like to dedicate this to my homeboy Jay Rue... My interest.. what's happening.. What it is, nigga. PSC for Life. And my little homeboy Poncho. And my little homeboy Rico. I shed tears writing this here song. But en' real talk man.
Aayyyyy.. I wanna live in the sky. [I want to live in the sky...] They let me live in the sky...[I want to live in the sky] ..Just pray to God that I live in the sky..[I want to live in the sky...I want to live in the sky...I want to live
in the sky.. Why can't we live in the sky... the sky?]
MTH: I still miss you.
_G: I love you. I
appreciate that. THANK YOU.
...Hi! 0;) ...Thank you
for the gift.
They're beautiful!
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